20 December 2011, 12:40 pm
What have you found? Over the past couple of months I've been doubting Christianity (I'm 14 and I'm being raised Christian); considering other philosophies and I have this weird whole new perspective on life. I don't trust blind faith (I always asked tricky questions to my parents about Santa) and I am the type who needs scientific facts. Oddly enough I used to consider the theorists' idea who thought Masons were part of the plot to incorporate the *Censored by SOPA*. Now I've heard a couple powerful magicians say they are aware of the elite, are warning people to prepare for economic issues but many are supportive of the Aeon of Horus (just not the *Censored by SOPA*). To me, the whole energy philosophy makes sense - and the idea of matter to spirit, lead to gold, Set to Horus. Plus the power of our mind has proven to do amazing things - water quanta will become harmoniously balanced when exposed to classical music, (don't laugh) potatoes will rot less slowly if you tell them you love them, and the fact that people can get physical headaches from stress and panic attacks from anxiety (they're frightening, it feels like you're falling into a black hole lol). This in of itself has been proven by modern science. Now, to your personal ideas on God: Do you think He is a living self-sustaining Alpha et Omega omnibeing? Do you ultimately think science is God? Is God the collective consciousness - or to take it a step further a manifested thought-form with seemingly living qualities? What do you think of religion? Used to indoctrinate the masses to conform to the aristocrat's wish, or with some perhaps being developed for enlightenment? Why were some Gnostic texts not included in our modern Bible? Why have some people reported different near death experiences with some saying they saw Krishna or Buddha and others a pure sphere of light and love? I'm especially curious to hear from Jews and esotericists. Actually, also, if any Christians can give me any thoughts to reconsider Christianity that would be great because I'm still unsettled between Christianity and esotericism. Please recommend any authors, books, websites, sources and throw in a few quotes if you like. Challenge my beliefs!... Read More »